It seems that such a long time since my last update... Now I'm back! Whose missing me? B)
The truth is I feel really sorry to this blog 'cause I ignore her (?) for a while and when I visited her again, I found something : the design is REALLY boring. Ugh. I have to change it. And now it's a brand new~ It looks a little bit pretty, isn't it? :3
-Aduh, grammar gue kacau balau. Lanjut.-
Well now I have decided to where I can continue my study to collage. It's UNJ (Universitas Negeri Jakarta) and I will take Psychology for sure ^^ Well I think it's gonna be though and I must fight a little strict for it... My mother already said YES for it, although the competition now is more serious and risk. The biggest reason why I choose Psychology it's beacuse my little brother is an autism. I want to take care of him, and of course helped children all around the world that cured by autism. It's a bit hard, but I will fight more for it. Hwaiting!! '-')9
Naneun honjayuhdo gwaenchanha nuhl bol sooman iddamyuhn nan
Neul nuhui dwiesuh, neul nuhl baraboneun geuge naega gajin mogshin guhtman gata
Translation
What happened today? It seems like you were crying
Did he hurt your heart? You are the most precious person to me in the world
I gave you a cup of coffee from the vending machine and you spilled out what hidden inside
"Thanks... Oppa is such a good person" I only smile when you say that
Do you remember? When my friend came to visit me in front of school
He joked that we looked like lovers. You just laughed and I couldn't sleep at night
When you laugh I feel good too, eventhough you were just joking
The day when I wait for you, the day when I miss you, are filling me up with overwhelming happiness
Even when I'm alone it's okay if I can just see you
I'm always behind you, I'm always looking out for you, I think I belong to it
My friends are tiresomely telling me, me who's always singing songs like this
But I know these are just my feelings, I can tell you're in a different place...
Do you understand what I felt on that day? On the night we gathered at a mutual friend's
On my birthday, when you introduced me to the drunk guy who had brought you
If you're good then I'm good too but when I look at the guy who's standing next to you
He's so different from me. There's nothing I could say to him but take care of you
Seeing you with the man who make you cry, I can't stand back anymore
When you laugh I feel good too, eventhough you were just joking
The day when I wait for you, the day when I miss you, are filling me up with overwhelming happiness
Even when I'm alone it's okay if I can just see you
I'm always behind you, I'm always looking out for you, I think I belong to it
Hangul
오늘은 무슨 일인 거니? 울었던 얼굴 같은걸
그가 너의 마음을 아프게 했니? 나에겐 세상 젤 소중한 너인데
자판기 커피를 내밀어 그 속에 감춰온 내 맘을 담아
고마워...오빤 너무 좋은 사람이야 그 한마디에 난 웃을 뿐
혹시 넌 기억하고 있을까? 내 친구 학교 앞에 놀러 왔던 날
우리들 연인 같다 장난쳤을 때 넌 웃었고 난 밤 지새웠지
니가 웃으면 나도 좋아 넌 장난이라 해도
널 기다렸던 날, 널 보고 싶던 밤 내겐 벅찬 행복 가득한데
나는 혼자여도 괜찮아 널 볼 수만 있다면
늘 너의 뒤에서, 늘 널 바라보는 그게 내가 가진 몫인 것만 같아
친구들 지겹다 말하지 늘 같은 노랠 부르는 나에게
하지만 그게 바로 내 마음인걸 그대 먼 곳만 보네요...
혹시 넌 그날 내 맘을 알까? 우리를 아는 친구 모두 모인 밤
술 취한 널 데리러 온 그를 내게 인사시켰던 나의 생일 날
니가 좋으면 나도 좋아 니 옆에 그를 보며
나완 너무 다른, 난 초라해지는 그에게 널 부탁한다는 말 밖에
널 울리는 사람과, 위로 밖에 못하는 나
니가 웃으면 나도 좋아 넌 장난이라 해도
널 기다렸던 날, 널 보고 싶던 밤 내겐 벅찬 행복 가득한데
[규현] 나는 혼자여도 괜찮아 널 볼 수만 있다면 난
늘 너의 뒤에서, 늘 널 바라보는 그게 내가 가진 몫인 것만 같아
Selamat tinggal, sayangku. terima kasih atas 2 tahun yang begitu indah.
Saat aku lagi kesepian, kau selalu ada di sampingku tanpa kuminta. Saat aku sedang bosan, kau menghiburku dengan fitur2 indah itu. Saat aku memaki kepadamu, kau tetap diam. Kau terima curahan hatiku dan menjadi pendengar yang baik.
